Okay, wow. I have not written in this particular blog for almost two years. This makes me really sad...
I can't believe I was trying so incredibly hard to be a vegan! I mean, of course, that idea is still fresh and hopeful in my mind but at the same time, unrealistic. And, I was fifteen! FIFTEEN. I am seventeen, now, and I almost want to throw up because I am so, just, freakin' out that me, crazy me, is growing up. I have a very sweet yet extremely long-distance boyfriend named John, who lives in PA. I met him (and shall never forget) on August 15th, 2008. If you ever read this silly, I miss you.
When I started writing in here, I had never gone to public school before, but now I do. The process has all gone by very quickly, with only a couple of months looming ahead in completion. The one thing that I didn't expect was all of the sitting down. Sit, sit, sit. Then, sit some more. No wonder all of the kids do so many sports! To tell you the truth, sports are only a small part in my book. Yeah, they can be exciting and endurance-inducing and friend-filled, but for the most part, they are expensive, time consuming, and the "friends" are all out brats.
Tomorrow is Mollie's birthday. I am making VEGAN cupcakes. Therefore, I have still maintained my vegan ways. :-)
Happy 16th Mollie, I love you so much. I sincerely hope that you will be my true sister forever, and I miss you even though you are only a room away. The hardest part for me to admit right now is that my pride and orneriness are keeping me from giving you the biggest hug ever. It's hard to explain, but I don't know exactly why I act this way. I'm pretty sure I have had this personality flaw; the one that keeps me from bearing love on my family, since I was little. I do love you, and everyone else, tremendously.
...I think I'm going to hug her now.
